Filed under: afterthoughts, dedicated to you, friends, random thoughts, recap
Filed under: afterthoughts, my thoughts on the matter, random thoughts, recap
i haven’t updated in the longest time. pretty ridonkulous.
let’s see what jessel has been up to.
- FIVE COURSE MEAL ON VALENTINE’S DAY. pretty bomb i would have to say. first period. asian bouquet of pink glittery roses with a boa. “v-day special” card with hello kitty stickers all over it and a quote. nachos with three strands of cheese. second period. another card. chicken caesar salad. third period. another card. chicken and stars noodle soup. fourth period. another card. fried rice. lunch time. huge strawberry cake with red icing and the words “HAPPY <3 V-DAY” on it. fifth period. letter. sixth period. read letter. sooo sweet he gives me cavities
- THE FIFTEENTH. a fantabulous day. changed facebook status. called homeslices. if only i could yell it out to the world.
- PARTY OF FOUR. every friday and saturday. me joseph kai tiff. i <3 these hangouts. seriously. just assume you’re hanging out today. no plans. parking lots. tiff’s house. kai’s house. same scenes with grandparents. cinderella curfew. i’m so addicted that i would have withdrawals without these.
- MONETARY DEFICIT. feb 12 // kai’s bday. feb 20 // sam h’s and steven b’s bday. feb 21 // sarah ds’ bday. feb 27 // vincent’s bday. feb 28 // melvin’s bday. mar 1 // <3 pb’s bday. mar 2// sarah k’s bday. jessel’s wallet // empty.
- FOURTH PERIOD OF DEATH. negative participation points. tears. depressing. so depressing. irrationality and incompetency to the extreme.
- REHEARSALS OF DEATH. unbearable. simply unbearable. lovely texts to save me and keep me sane. these are eating up my life.
- THIS ONE GIRL. can she just stop? PLEASE?!
how have i been doing lately? absolutely perfect.
Filed under: afterthoughts, dedicated to you, friends, heart warming, my thoughts on the matter, quote of the day
jessel was very brave today
handshake please
Filed under: my thoughts on the matter, quote of the day, random thoughts, things to do, ughhh stress
today is ash wednesday.
for catholics, this means that lent starts.
for jessel, this means that 40 days of torture starts.
no meat on fridays*
i have to give up something.
*i remember last year… if me and tanya ate meat or broke lent, we would always say “oh, that’s ok. we’ll just do one more day at the end of lent.” guess what. didn’t happen.
so. like i was saying. i have to give up something. i decided to give up 2 things.
- NO CUSSING. (NEGATIVE CONNOTATIVE WORDS INCLUDED)
- eff word
- bee word
- p-i-s-s-y / p-u-s-s-y
- c-r-a-p / s-h-i-t
- d-a-m-n-i-t
- s-t-u-p-i-d / i-d-i-o-t / etc.
- l-a-m-e
- h-a-t-e
- NO PUNCHING.
as miriam said // “what day is it? ash wednesday? no. i’m not catholic.”
i knew i ate a lot, but not THIS much.
over the past few weeks, i noticed that i ate… a lot.
so much so that i can call myself a demon.
a couple of weeks a go i had wayyyy too much in n out.
wednesday // 4 x 4, fries, drink
thursday // double-double, fries, drink
friday // 4 x 4, fries drink
during lunch, i usually have like main meal (sandwich, burger, salad, etc.), strawberry ice cream, 1-2 uncrustables, and a light blue gatorade.
when i get home, i usually snack the entire day.
GOOD GOD. WHERE DOES IT ALL GO?! or… WHERE WILL IT ALL GO?!
i finally changed my mood on my facebook.
i hadn’t changed it since november 10.
today i changed it.
“you are: grateful for what i have”
THE REASON?
“because what i have is a special person in my life.”
denise chou.
i love you soooo much!
i’m sooooo happy for you.
freaking freaking finally.
no more stressing about boyfriend
double date now please!
ASAPASAPASAP.
Filed under: dedicated to you
i know a girl named lucy liu.
she hates a lot of people; especially this one girl named __________.
yesterday she told me something very sad.
“i can’t believe i have a collins essay on chinese new year’s. instead of being relaxed, eating good food, and celebrating, i’m going to be studying lenin all night long.”
oh, the woes of an asian IB student.
lucy. you get money on chinese new year’s. filipinos don’t have such things.
suck it up. it was our choice to be in IB.
DAMNIT. i know.
