my ♥ and everything in it


i love sophia y.
November 18, 2008, 1.26 pm
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she is my bestest friend.

i love her to death.

i’m also stupid because i left this page open on sophia’s laptop. :D



TUESDAY IS OFFDAY.
November 18, 2008, 12.27 pm
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usually, tuesdays and thursdays are my chillest days.
usually, i only have two classes.
usually, i can stand these two classes.
usually, i ditch one of my classes because it becomes intolerable.

not today.

today, i ditched my sociology lecture because i wanted to either: study for my bio quiz tomorrow or do my sociology essay that is due tomorrow. i did neither. amidst my aloofness and carelessness, i suddenly had an epiphany. it was 10:55 and my chem lecture was not at 11:30; instead, was at 11:00. as i dashed out the door without having put on my popppppin lip gloss and after going down 2 flights of stairs, i had to yell at my bedroom window as romeo did juliet. except i was yelling at julia to open the side door since i had forgotten my key and pens to write with. after successfully getting my key and my pens, i look at the clock and with a face of utter disappointment, realized it was not worth trying to go to class today.

basically, i ditched my entire day today.

the boat has sailed without a sailor.



singing, wishing, waiting.
July 18, 2008, 8.33 pm
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CURRENT SOUNDTRACK OF MY LIFE! :)

patiently waiting for someone to come along, even if they happen to walk by twice.
my bad :/ sorry :(
no trust. worrying taking over. poor judgment of character. my bad again.
trying to jump over hurdles and run towards the goal.
frenzies 24/7 :O
being incapable of falling asleep at 2am every morning.
taking a walk down old memory lane.

and some songs, just because :)



harvests
July 16, 2008, 8.27 pm
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yeah. i know. i reap what i sow.



i don’t know what else to say but
July 15, 2008, 3.04 am
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sorry and FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
oh, and perhaps… I HATE ME.

why did i have to do it? why?



no fake smiles here!
January 21, 2008, 10.38 am
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:)



BBB and sighs.
January 18, 2008, 1.04 pm
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i have been playing that stupid game for about…. 30 mins?
i don’t know how to embed a screen shot, but…

531670, bitches.



i read my blogs, and i’m like
November 20, 2007, 10.03 pm
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fuck fuckity fuck.



what the bleep
November 20, 2007, 9.58 pm
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ohkay. i know that the past few blogs have been like. WOAH ultra unlike jessel, right?
this just reminds me of that movie we’re watching in TOK // What the Bleep Do We Know?
trippy, confusing, insightful, surprisingly what the bleep.

but today. today i was watching a crazy lady.
she looks at herself.
she sees an old lady.
she yells at herself.
she hits the toothpaste tube.
she takes the toothpaste and rubs it on the mirror.
she breaks the mirror.
she starts laughing.
she draws hearts on herself.
she loves herself.
she chillaxes in the tub.

WHAT THE BLEEP, RIGHT?!
but honestly, i really want to reach the point of truly accepting myself.
i’m just not there yet.



whyyyy did i move?
November 18, 2007, 10.08 pm
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so why did i move? well, this is prettier. and i’m feeling for some change.